With the “birthing” of my book, How to Craft Your Chapter X, I find myself in a whirlwind of thoughts and emotions. I am overjoyed to bring this into the world as a way of helping others—that makes me happy. I’m also experiencing fear and doubt that it won’t be as effective as I hope.
Still, I’m confident there is a great deal of substance here that can provide a starting place for many who are approaching, thinking about, or already in this phase of transition.
But I’m also fighting the voice of my father that tells me not to “waste time” celebrating this accomplishment. I know his message is complete bullshit, but it reverberates, nonetheless. I think, if my father was alive, he’d quietly be proud. And then ask me, “What’s next?” (I can’t help but laugh.)
As February 3 approaches, I hope this salad of conflicting feelings will dissipate. But I recognize my humanness, weaknesses, and strength. The outcome is now removed from my grasp, and the “marketplace” of men seeking support in their life’s journey will determine success or failure.
I am grateful for the words of support and the contributions of so many.
