I stand in between two stages of my life.
I lean in but hold it at bay.
I am tempted and repulsed, all in the same moment.
The outcome is inevitable and I will leap, stumble or crawl over the line.
I am convinced that I will find peace in it.
But right now, the magnetic push-pull of opposite and similar poles keep me stuck in stasis.
It scares me. But I know, as with all change, I will become who I am meant to become, through the next transition.